Helen Ross

Christmas is Coming

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:36:08 +0000

Are’t you glad
So much to do
So much to buy
Shops are filled and
The christmas lights are on.

The house is full of food
Every cupbroad is packed with presents.
Christmas cards everywhere
Snow outside, crisp and cold
It is warm in here with the fire on
Waiting for the family to arrive

But there is someone missing
Someone special, someone important
Can’t find him anywhere
It would be so sad to not have him
There is so many people who don’t have him
But he is in my heart.

The Journey

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:34:16 +0000

Standing still here, is all i can do
I am worn out and ready to give up
The road has been long and hard
I have failed you and let you down
Done my own thing and mess up.

I try to do what i can to please you
I work hard and obey your word
But we aren’t connecting
Where are you, i need to feel your touch
Please tell me what to do

As i stand here, with nothing else to give
You take both my hands and just look into my heart
Your gentle eyes of love are on me
You hold me and we start to dance
Then you whisper to me how much you love me.

With Love

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:27:54 +0000

You see a child
I am an adult,
You see a cabbage
I am human,
You think I’m slow
I have a brain,
You see nothing
I see a full life,
You want to protect me
I’m going to take risks,
You want to hide problems
I will live with them,
You wont tell me the truth
I will cope with the truth,
You say don’t worry
Come down to earth,
You want to look after me
I can look after myself.
You feel sorry for me
I feel sorry for you…

Dear Friend

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:26:57 +0000

You just don’t get it do you
You are listening to me
But not hearing what I am saying
I am hurting but you are somewhere else
I love you to bits, but you cant feel my pain.

This depression is to much for me to bear
I need you to understand how I feel
No, nothing is going in, so why do I bother
You need to make it better, to fix it
There is nothing you can do, but to be there.

Flowers

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:26:20 +0000

Flowers in the house
Flowers in the garden
Flowers everywhere
They are all colours
Just for you and me

Some have smells
Some are just pretty
Green leaves surround them
Protecting them all day long
The sun shine on them
The rain feeds them

Flowers are here to stay
Growing for you and me
A gift from God
To show us how much He love us
Flowers are special, just like you.

Just for Me

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:25:39 +0000

Why did you die on that cross
Go through all that pain and heartache
People beat you and whipped you
A crown of thorns was put on your head
Why did you do this, why Jesus.
Yours eyes filled with love
I will never fully understand
Why did you, all this for me.
Just me, I am nothing just me
You loved me so much you die on that cross

Trees

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:24:49 +0000

Spring is here, buds are on me
Feel the warm sunshine on me as I grow.
Everything is coming alive
Summer is here, it is getting hot
I can see for miles, people are having fun.
Please can someone water me
Autumn is here, l am changing colour
Red, Yellow Brown and Orange
My leaves will be falling off soon
Winter is here, cold and ice on me
Snow will fall on me, not before to long
I stand and wait until spring is here

Why

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:24:19 +0000

Just wake up please I am not stupid or slow So please don’t shout I will not bite you or hit you Spit at you or kick you So please don’t run away Feeling sorry for me will not help … Continue reading →

Still

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:23:49 +0000

You are all I have
I don’t feel you or like you
But I know you are there
You guide me through the darkness
You are the only who keeps me alive
The pain is to great to feel you
I can’t let you in, but you are waiting by my side
Waiting for me to let you in
You will not let me go.

On Your Knee

Helen — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:22:54 +0000

At your feet I sit and weep
Numb and hurting with nothing to bring
I have failed you, a thousand times
Turn my back on you, when you held me close
Gone my own way and done my own thing

No more can l take in this world
Everyone has given up on me and its dark
You just put your arms around me and look into my heart
As l climb on your knee, you hold me
I fall asleep til morning